All posts by wandi

Endless possibilities

Sometimes i wonder who am i, why am i feeling like this, why this always happens to me.

Been searching for the answers for a while but i cant seems to find it.

Everything i see and which way i turned seems to remind me of you. Maybe you dont feel the same about me anymore but truthfully i do think of you everytime, every minute and every second that my heart beats.

Blog is my place where i can say what my mouth can say and speak. Blog is my fotress of solitude.

Sometimes i wonder what i did wrong, always hoping that ill find someone but when i do fall in love, this happens.

Never been so lucky with love through my entire life but this time it hurts so much even i sometimes feel like i got a minor heart attack just by thinking too much.

What went wrong…

Quote of the night

If trying so hard will make lose you forever and if not trying at all will also make me lose you.

What should i do…

stealing time

My love is like footsteps in this snow, baby,
I follow you everywhere you go, baby.
The pain as light has come to wake you
But you will never realize
That I inspire the dreams that guide you, baby.

I follow the winds that bring the cold, baby,
I light a fire in your soul, baby.
The lightest touch of feathers falling
My love might be invisible
But I inspire the dreams that guide you, baby

You’re a half a world away
But in my mind I whisper every single word you say.
And before you sleep at night
You pray to me, your lucky star, your singing satellite.

…Your satellite
…Your singing satellite
…Your satellite
…You’re a half a world away

I’m stealing time from my own life
All the hours that God sends
I’m flying high on my red eye
And winding down the windows

My future is a Valentine
Stolen in the perfect crime
And I know I’m living out of line
But with a blazing smile I’ll die

You’re a half a world away
But in my mind I whisper every single word you say.
And before you sleep at night
You pray to me, your lucky star, your singing satellite.

making plans

Time held its breath
A motionless spell of rapture
Across the room
A memory had been captured

And through the years
Though distance lay between us
I carried your torch
To illuminate the darkness

And I still lose myself
In that orange glowing moment
When your upturned face
Seemed to answer all my questions
But when I asked myself
As I do from time to time now
Where it all went wrong
Is there really any point in making plans?
In making plans?

So I made my vows
In the last low hours of morning
As I lay you down
I heard you whispering a warning

But then we lost ourselves
In that orange glowing moment
And your upturned face
Seemed to answer all my questions
But when I asked myself
As I do from time to time now
Where it all went wrong
Is there really any point in making plans?
In making plans?

And I still lose myself
I still lose myself
making plans

words i want to say to you

Words I want to say to you

There are still a lot of words left that I want to tell you
But I can’t seem to say anything at all

Without you I can’t live even one day
Even if I die I can’t send you away
I pledge this thousands of times
In front of those tears that fell with no sound
In front of your tired shoulders
Suddenly no words came out of me

Our love has become tedious now
We’re standing and praying at the intersection of separation
Wanting to walk out quickly from this staggering maze
We’ve been on this time of weariness for too long that now we’re at an ending point
I want to see your laughing face
More than anything that will be the biggest gift for me
I want to hold tight your small hands
Walking together as the sun sets

*There are still a lot of words left that I want to tell you
But I can’t seem to say anything at all
Now the only word that remains is the words I Love You
I can’t even cry and instead just stand in front of you

I’m sorry that I’m saying ‘sorry’ instead of ‘I Love You’
I’m getting mad rather than grabbing on and holding on to you
When you turn your back coldly now I think I can send you off

Sometimes I also get mad
Until now I look blankly at the times we were in love
One by one starting to know one another shyly those happy times
Now can we really not turn back?
Do we really want something different you and I?
Could it be there’s no way to come back?
Right now please trust your heart to me

I still see you in front of me
You still dazzle me oh

::I can’t even cry and instead just stand in front of you::